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Raja yoga means the king of yogas. In raja yoga
we generally start with meditation. There is a great underlying
philosophy in it. People may ask why it is necessary to proceed
with meditation at the first stage of raja yoga . The answer is
quite plain and simple. We are now gathering ourselves at one
point so that our individual mind may leave its habit of wandering
about, which it has formed. By this practice we set our individual
mind on the right path because it is now metamorphosing its habit.
When this is done our thoughts naturally do not go astray.
Under Sahaj Marg system of training we start from dhyan, the
seventh step of Patanjali yoga, fixing our mind on one point in
order to practice meditation. The previous steps are not taken
up separately but they automatically come into practice as we
proceed on with meditation. Thus much of our time and labour are
saved.
Meditation may be defined as the continuous thinking of something,
or about something. In a sense, therefore, anybody who is thinking
continuously of something may be said to be involved in meditation.
Ancient teachers, both in the East and the West, have taught that
as one meditates so one becomes. It therefore follows that what
we meditate upon we get or become and, inverting this formula,
if we want to become something we must meditate upon that and
nothing else. Therefore if our aim is Realisation or the attainment
of oneness with the Ultimate, the object of meditation must be
that Ultimate and nothing else.
PLACE FOR MEDITATION: Have a special place for meditation, have
a special asan (posture), have a special time. It is creating
an environment into which, as you come, automatically we get into
the meditative, contemplative mood. So, that particular spot,
that we reserve for meditation, you can say, is an ashram too.
POSTURE: Sit in an easy posture for an hour in the morning
in quite a natural way. Posture must always be the same.
The reason is that in this way he gets himself associated
with the great power, the very thing he takes up in the
beginning for the attainment of his particular objective.
Thus the form which is associated with Reality helps him
a good deal in his primary initiation.
The upright position of the backbone, neck and head in an erect
straight line during meditation has been thought to be most advantageous
from very ancient times, because the flow of Divine Grace is believed
to descend straight upon the abhyasi in that posture. In our way
or practice, however, this is not insisted upon. I advise the
abhyasis generally to sit in a natural, easy posture. Moreover,
even those who assume a tight straight pose, are found to give
way automatically to a suppliant, slightly forward drooping posture,
as the state of blissful absorbency sets in. As such, it may be
considered to be more natural even for the purpose of an ascent
into higher states of consciousness. In fact a controversy over
a point of comparatively lesser significance seems irrelevant.
TIME FOR MEDITATION: It is better to sit in the grey of the morning
for meditation, or when that is not possible, at any fixed hour
convenient to the abhyasi. Do not feel disturbed with the outer
things but remain engaged with your own work thinking that they
are in a away helping you to feel the necessity for greater absorption
in your practice. It is good to meditate between 2 and 4 A.M.
because that's the best time during the 24 hours.
WHY SHOULD WE MEDITATE FOR ONE HOUR? In the beginning, when we
start meditation, it is possible that you may not be able to really
meditate, even for one minute in that one hour. And progressively
we are able to meditate, really meditate, for longer and longer
and longer times. Because when we start, much time is wasted in
adjusting ourselves to the situation, trying to gain control over
our own minds, putting it on the object of meditation and keeping
it there.
First we have to make the body comfortable; and very often you
will find that people are not able to do that even during the
whole period of meditation. They are twisting and turning and
trying to find a comfortable position. After that, we have to
start marshaling the forces of the mind, the senses.
So if you think over these things, you will really appreciate
that to meditate properly takes a great deal of time. And it is
only from the time that we really start meditating that our progress
begins. So that is the problem with meditation, that while it
holds out an enormous promise, it depends on us, how we do it.
And therefore the Master said, "Meditate every day."
Because by doing it again and again, we progressively increase
our ability to take command of the situation.
So meditate every day, and he has clarified, it must be
at the same time, in the same place, because then the mind
automatically becomes attuned to what it has to do. So it
is advisable to have these practices ordered and in a regulated
manner. Because then we automatically slip into meditation
at the right time. You know, when cows are being milked
at the right time, the milk starts dropping automatically.
See, that is the value of regularity.
CAN WE MEDITATE FOR MORE THAN ONE HOUR AT A TIME? We should not.
We have to exercise some sort of discriminatory control over our
meditation time. It can happen occasionally that we meditate for
more than an hour. But if it is a regular affair, then we should
perhaps keep an alarm clock and get out of it. Because in Sahaj
Marg too much meditation puts a pressure on the brain - at one
sitting. Because Babuji has said we can meditate for one hour
at a time, as many times as you have time for, in the day, but
not more than one hour at a time.
It is quite possible for a one hour sitting to look as if
it lasted for five minutes, and for a five minutes sitting
to look as if it was one hour. It has nothing to do with
the quality of the transmission. It only shows that there
is a change in our perception of temporality as we understand
it.
WHY SHOULD WE CLOSE OUR EYES WHEN WE MEDITATE? When we
open the eyes we see the external world. When we close the
eyes, we can divert our attention to our own inner self.
Therefore in meditation we have always to close our eyes.
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF MEDITATION? Meditation is a process.
It is a process which we undertake to reach a destined goal,
a predetermined goal. I don't say, "Well, this train
is going; let me go wherever it goes! I will end up in Howrah,
instead of Vijayawada, and there also I will get down only
because the train has reached a junction or a terminus."
Meditation is a training to apply the mind for the purpose
of regulating the mind by our efforts. If it is automatically
regulating itself, why should we meditate? We are already
rishis! As Babuji said, the whole purpose of meditation
is to make a reversal in this fact of life that the mind
is our Master. We have to become the Master of our mind.
It is only this much, just reverse it. But this we have
to do, you know. It is like riding a horse. You have to
ride it and train it. You cannot show a book and say, "Allow
me to ride you properly. This is what a good horse should
be!" You have to ride, you have to risk being thrown
a few times, you have to ride it gently, but with total
control over its reigns. You must be kind, yet you must
be firm.
The mind should be regulated by our sadhana; and this can
be possible only by the initial discipline of applying it
to meditation. This means that a little discipline is first
necessary to bring about the bigger discipline and the ultimate
discipline. So, this little discipline is what we need,
first physically, that little discipline of coming to meditate
first; mentally, that little discipline of trying to meditate
on what we should be meditating upon; thereby achieving
greater and greater regulatory control over our own mind;
which leads to greater and greater physical discipline resulting
out of that. Because it is the mind which feeds into the
body its actions, its desires.
Therefore, meditation is the most important activity, if
we want to discipline ourselves. Because initially, it makes
mental discipline possible; that makes physical discipline
possible, regulating our lives; bringing order into it;
generating more and more mental discipline; resulting in
a self-sustaining cycle - you know some sort of cycle which
sustains itself which makes our goal achievable. Therefore,
without this little discipline, the goal cannot be achieved.
So the goal is possible as long as we have some discipline
within us.
If there is no mental discipline, physical discipline cannot
exist. That is why we meditate; to achieve regulation over the
mind, make it disciplined, make it possible for us to apply the
mind where we choose, apply it, not use it, apply it - and thereby
achieve a 100% strength of the mind, which makes possible that
promise of yoga , that a yogi
will be skillful in anything he does.
WHY WE DON'T MEDITATE ON OTHER POINTS? The point between the
eyebrows - at this point there is a plexus, a yogic centre located
which is responsible for distributing power through the system,
the power of existence - shakti as we call it in Sanskrit.
When one meditates here, one has the ability or one achieves the
ability to control shakti as such. The same reasoning applies
to meditation on the point of the nose, where we are told, you
can acquire certain different sidhis, for instance the ability
to see things which you don't see with the eyes, smell things
which you don't smell with the nose.
In Sahaj Marg , power has nothing to do with spiritual evolution.
In fact one evolves to the highest and one has, one day, to slip
out of one's body into the hereafter. All power, all other achievements
are left behind here. So what does one do with power? Power is
something that one uses so long as one is in this temporal world,
temporal existence and it falls off.
WHY WE DO NOT MEDITATE ON OTHER OBJECTS AND FORMS? How do I meditate
on the Divine? My Master says, "So long as you meditate on
limited forms, limited names, there is a limitation. The moment
you say Shiva, he is only a Shiva, may be, with Trishul and this
and that and the snake around the neck. The moment you say Vishnu,
he is only a Vishnu." So my Master says, "Go beyond
these forms, they are only functionaries of Nature. One is the
God of creation, one is the God of preservation, one is the God
of destruction. They are functionaries. The ultimate principle
is that which you call the PARA which has no names, no forms no
attributes." He has no form; so, we don't have a form. He
has no name, so, we don't have a 'mantra' in our system.
When we try to meditate with two systems, or two gurus, or two
different warring things in our mind, even if one is good in itself,
we are damaging ourselves. Therefore, bear in mind, meditation
only according to the system - which ever system you adopt. If
you want to take to Sahaj Marg meditation you should take to it
completely, fully, to the exclusion of everything else. We cannot
have two Gods; we cannot have two methods; we cannot have two
concurrent currents in the mind. It is like trying to create vegetarian
beef. It's not possible.
WHY DO WE MEDITATE ON THE HEART?
- It is the seat of Divinity. So when you want to approach
Divinity through your system, you approach Him by His
presence in your heart. The Lord says in the Gita: "I
am in the heart of every created being.
- It is that by which the human life, the human character
is defined.
- It is that which governs life, in that if it is there,
we exist, if it stops we cease to exist.
- It is the point from which the blood circulation starts
and stops. You know blood is a very vital constituent
of the human system because it is that which carries nourishment
to every part of the body, brings back the waste products
of existence, circulates it through the lungs, purifies
and then re-circulates it all over again through the system.
So the heart and blood form a very vital part or component of
our existence and if the purification is carried out here, it
is pervading throughout the system. And therefore we purify the
heart, put love into the heart, which is what we try to do in
Sahaj Marg . It is, in a sense, trying to make pervasive the application
of a unique force, the power of love, the power of the Master's
spiritual attainment into the heart, from where it spreads through
the whole system.
The Master puts himself, his seed, into the heart and therefore
if we receive that seed in the way we should receive it,
the miracle happens that each one of us becomes a child
of the Master in every sense of the word.
We have to unsolidify our heart, make that rock become
fluid again, soft. What is the first sign of this softness
coming into you? It is tears! These people meditate, and
they start weeping without knowing why tears come into the
eyes! It is the first sign that the heart is beginning to
melt. Once this rocklike hardness of the heart is gone and
it has become soft and pliable, the Master moulds it into
what He wishes.
Sahaj Marg deals with the heart, Sahaj Marg works on the heart,
Sahaj Marg works by the heart. We transmit from the heart to the
heart. It is heart that we transform. What is the human being
but the heart? That is how a human being is described - kindhearted,
goodhearted, evil-hearted, cruel-hearted, cold-hearted etc. This
is how we describe human beings.
Today, we do not understand ourselves, how can you understand
anybody else? He who understands himself, understands everybody.
One who has not understood himself or herself, can understand
nothing. How to get this understanding? Sit and meditate. Focus
your attention on the heart, and then see for yourself the enormously
beautiful, wonderful mysteries that are there.
MIND TRANSFORMED AS HEART: By meditation I clear this instrument
of my perception, the mind. "The ultimate instrument,"
as Babuji said, "for your destruction and for your elevation."
Nothing can destroy you so totally as your mind if it goes wrong,
nothing can serve to raise you to Divinity as your mind can. Therefore,
in the raja yoga technique, it is the mind that we use, it is
the mind that we master, it is the mind that we apply. But having
done that, the entire thing is transferred to the heart. As we
say in yogic psychological terminology: the heart now becomes
the mind. We think with the heart, we see with the heart, we hear
with the heart, we speak with the heart, the heart becomes me.
That is the miracle of spirituality you see, that we make
the entire existence by regulating the mind, by gaining
the absolute control or regulation of the mind. We are now
able to recognize the wisdom of having to transfer the entire
cognitive, perceptive apparatus into the heart. Then begins
true spirituality.
MEDITATION IS WAITING. Empty your mind. Clean it of all
its contents - good, bad, desirable, undesirable - everything.
Open the door. Be patient. Wait. The samskaras are very
much within you. Don't worry about them. You stop creating
them. I will remove what is inside you, and make you fit
as vehicle for that which is to be put into you, to emerge
and occupy its rightful position - your heart.
Clean your heart, purify it, have everything ready and wait for
the appearance of the Master. Waiting really means allowing
a process to complete itself. You initiate a process, and
then wait. Like you sow a seed, and then you wait. You water the
plant, and you wait. You put the potatoes in the cooker, put it
on the fire, and then wait. Waiting reveals an understanding of
many things. A man who can wait is the man who has faith, and
therefore has the patience to wait. He has faith because he knows
that what has been begun must end. It cannot stop. Therefore the
faith element comes in. Faith is what is behind the ability to
wait. Faith is that which moves mountains. When I have faith in
Him, His power has to flow. It is as if there is vacuum, and His
power is pulled towards me.
Waiting has no limit. Therefore waiting takes on, or partakes
of, the character of infinity. Whereas doing consumes moments
of time in small bits, discrete bits, which we call seconds,
minutes, hours. So one who waits is able to be in infinity
to that extent. Therefore the Master is one who can eternally
wait.
So the ability to wait shows patience and faith. Ability
to wait for long periods shows greater and greater faith.
Ability to wait infinitely shows infinite faith. So this
is the capacity we must develop. Please understand that
life is waiting. If we mistake the activity to be life,
we are more stupid than the animals. Waiting is the law.
Achieving is not yours. When we wait - He gives.
We are really making things happen without doing anything. I
don't call God into myself. He is already there. I don't even
have to clean myself. The preceptors and the Master will do it.
Only I have to submit. I have to be patient. I have to be receptive.
The only way of making things happen without doing anything,
is by meditation.
THE OBJECT AND METHOD OF MEDITATION. In our system the abhyasi
is advised to meditate on the heart thinking of the divine light
there. But he is directed not to view light in any form or shape
like that of an electric bulb or a candle, etc. In that case the
light appearing therein will not be real, but one projected by
his own creative speculation. An abhyasi is advised to proceed
with a mere supposition of light with the thought of Divinity
at the bottom. What happens then is that we meditate upon the
subtlest which is to be attained.
The method of meditation on the heart is to think of Godly
light within it. When you begin meditating in this way please
think only that Godly light within is attracting you. Do
not mind if extraneous ideas haunt you during meditation.
Let them come but go on with your own work. Treat your thoughts
and ideas as uninvited guests. If even then they trouble
you think they are Master's, not yours. This process of
meditation is very effective, and can never fail in bringing
about the desired result.
You should only meditate. You should not struggle with
your ideas which generally come during meditation. Concentration
is the automatic and natural result of meditation. Those
who insist on concentration in place of meditation, and
force their mind to it, generally meet with failure.
Meditate upon the light in the heart, as the light of the God
Himself, who is present in the heart. Think of Him more and more.
Think of Him until you can think of Him continuously, because
as you think so you become. In this system, meditation
is on the abstract ultimate alone, because meditation on lesser
objects can only lead to lesser achievements or accomplishments,
falling short of the established goal.
My Master recognises that the abstract Ultimate as an object
of meditation is a very difficult one for beginners. He,
therefore, specifies light as initial object, the method
being to imagine that the heart is illuminated from inside
by the presence of the divine who resides therein. I must
stress that this is only the beginning, and in fact we are
advised not to meditate on light as a source of light, which
would lead to wrong results. It is like the diving board
in swimming pool where the board enables the diver to get
sufficient momentum to take off, and after the diver has
taken off, the board has no further use for him.
WHAT DO YOU EXPERIENCE IN MEDITATION? Meditation can be
defined as an activity, which is to effect some sort of
communion with the Almighty. We meditate on the abstract,
the formless, the nameless, because the Ultimate has no
form and no name; nor has it any qualities or attributes.
Therefore, one of the important teachings of my Master is
that God can only be experienced by His presence. And His
presence is what we try to experience during our meditation.
And, it is said that, as we meditate with our eyes closed,
we are able to imbibe more and more of the essence of that
Divinity for which we are aspiring, and elevate ourselves
progressively, until a day comes, by His Grace, by His blessings,
we are almost like Him.
Light in the heart is the most abstract concept that you
can have. It has no form, it has no substance, it has no
weight. So from that as the starting point, as our meditation
goes deeper and deeper, it reveals to us from within ourselves
- by the Grace of the Almighty and by our efforts, it is
a conglomerate of two things - who God is or what true Divinity
means. And, there must be a time, when one day we can say,
"I have an inkling of what it is, not because I have
seen it, or touched it but because I have felt it."
This is the most transcendental experience of all, that
I feel Divine, because I am Divine. So Divinity - God -
cannot be the object of knowledge, cannot be the object
of perception, cannot be revealed by perception. But as
my Master said, when we meditate, and the meditation is
right and successful as it must be, we progressively draw
whatever we can from the Divine Source, by progressively
divinising ourselves; yet at no stage can that person say,
"I am God". You may be like God in every way,
in every quality, in everything that you can imagine; yet
God is God and you continue to be the humble devotee - no
doubt divinised to the highest possible extent - nevertheless,
"He is what He is, I am what I am!"
Always try to be alert to what is happening, and sensitivity
will develop. Many people meditate. But I am sorry to say
many of them don't know what is going on in the system during
meditation. Because they do not watch for what is going
on. One has to be alert to the transmission and its action
on the system. Then the real joy of meditation begins. Whether
a person has experience or not, the transmission will work
and complete the job. But the real happiness comes when
we know what we have got.
IS IT COMMON TO GET HEADACHE, ANGER, INTENSE SLEEPINESS
IMMEDIATELY AFTER MEDITATION? It is not common, but it can
happen sometimes. There can be sleepiness if you go very
deep into meditation. When we go deep into meditation, the
life of the soul takes over. And so we want to be inactive,
and therefore, we like to lie down and sleep, and things
like that.
I also have had for many years severe headache after meditation.
The deeper the meditation, the stronger the headache. If
headache comes, we put up with it.
Anger also comes sometimes because of the same reason as
the sleepiness, or lethargy. Because following on a good
meditation, we wish to relax and be quiet, and when our
friends, relations they come and disturb us, we get annoyed.
They are all in a sense related to the same cause. But we
should not be bothered by them.
WAYS OF MEDITATION: There are three ways of meditating. One we
sit as abhyasis and meditate on the light in the heart. The second
is the higher stage when we think, I mean when we sit in meditation,
and meditate on the form of the Master, the form of the Master
in the heart. There is a third stage, it is when the Master begins
to meditate on the abhyasi . And that is a very rare occurrence.
You see, such a person should be born, and such a Master is blessed
when he gets a disciple upon whom He has to meditate!
CAN WE DO MEDITATION ON MASTER'S FORM? Meditation on the
Master's form is supposed to begin only when the form appears
spontaneously before us, and it must be natural. If you
try to force the form upon yourself for meditation, it is
unnatural. Of course, Babuji started meditating on His Master's
form from day one. For others, like us, we have to wait
till our devotion to the Master is so much, our love for
Him is so much, that when we look for the light in the heart,
we see Him there.
The second thing is when the form appears, we must meditate
on the full from, not just on the face. That is from the
foot up to the top of the head, everything must be there.
Now when it is artificial, and people take the form of the
Master for meditation, they take only face. For the Master,
Babuji, it was possible, because the moment he saw Him he
developed a hundred per cent devotion for Him. Therefore
he could start to do meditation on the form of his Master.
It doesn't apply for all of us.
There is a third stage. And that is when the form also
disappears from the heart. And I think we come to the stage
which Master calls light without luminosity. So we have
the first stage which is light in the heart, when people
sometimes see the light itself as a luminous thing. As we
advance it becomes light without any features, just the
idea of light is there.
So in the first stage we have a sort of refinement from the grosser
light to the subtle light. Then the idea of devotion brings the
Master into the heart. And for most, if not all abhyasis it stops
with that. I mean the idea of the Master in the heart; the presence
of the Master goes on and on, you see.
The third stage, when the form also disappears, there is
nothing in the heart, no light, no form, nothing. That I
think is a very difficult and very rare condition. It is
also very difficult, because to have to meditate on nothing
or nothingness is almost impossible. The other difficulty
is we become attached in an emotional way to the form of
the Master, and we are not willing to give it up. I think
the third stage is possible only when we can love the Master
without loving his form itself. I would suggest that that
is the requirement of all love; that the love of the form
is transferred to the love of the essence which has no form.
WHAT DO WE ACHIEVE BY MEDITATION? The first step of the yoga
of Sahaj Marg is, "Try to bring the mind together into one
solid beam and focus it." And the meditative activity is
supposed to achieve this. We try to meditate on one object, and
hold the mind there by an effort of will, thus strengthening the
mind by the application of the will. And the repeated application
of the will strengthens the will itself to greater performance.
And when we have been able to achieve this, we have a mind which
has a solid focussable beam behind it; and then it becomes the
instrument of revelation in the sense that on whatever you apply
it, reveals itself.
By mastering the ability to think continuously of some thing,
I gain a regulatory control over my own mind. I have now
the possibility of applying that mind where I choose. It
is able to reveal to me the truth of whatever I seek. So
at its peak, meditation can do nothing but serve as an instrument
of revelation, because the mind is perfected, the mind is
regulated, and the mind becomes one-pointed and now I can
use it for everything except to know God. Because God, not
being an object, cannot be the object of concentration.
Therefore, no concentration can ever reveal the presence
of God. Concentration can do nothing but reveal that which
is in its true colours.
In meditation we go in towards the centre, look into the
heart. To make this possible, we say, "Imagine a divine
light," the presence of light there. It is a mere supposition.
Because it is something on which to focus my attention,
and train my mind to look in. And when I have trained my
mind to look in, it can plunge into the eternity without
seeking an object. Because there is no object. The centre
is not a place. It is not a thing. It is not a location
in space or time. So how to search for it? How to look for
it? How to seek it? When? How? Why? All this is simple when
we sit in meditation.
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NEED FOR A GURU
"In spirituality we need a
Guru more than anything else because His is a living
system!
His authority is a living authority!
His growth is a living growth which we emulate by
our own growth.
So spirituality is a process. It is a method of practice.
It is a way of life.
And it takes us up to what my Master calls Reality.
And then on you go, on and on.
Reality leading to Bliss
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EVERY MEDITATION IS A TRAINING IN DYING
In Hinduism, we have this idea that the moment a child
is born, it has begun to die. I mean, it's a fact. It is
not going to die 60 years later or 100 years later. It has
already begun to die. It is like when you wind up a clock,
it has already begun to unwind itself.
So, when is death? It is the moment you are born. Effectively
this is death. Birth is death. Of course it may take time.
That is all it takes. There is nothing else. It may take
60 years, it may take 3 days, it may take 17 years, it may
take 124 years. But death is over. The moment you are born,
you are literally dead. But, we think this is life. Now,
per contra, the moment I am dead, my life has begun. So,
that we are afraid of, this we are happy about. Now how
foolish it is, you see.
We are born because we have certain samskaras which make
it necessary for us to come and exist again, and learn the
lessons that we have to learn again. The mistakes we have
made in the past on our way, our evolutionary path, we have
to correct.
So, in this life there comes a point when we cannot learn
any more, when we are saturated as it were. So the soul
in its infinite wisdom says, "Enough. Now I have to
change." It vacates this body, and if it has to come
back again to learn its lessons again, it chooses its next
environment, its next body, everything that is necessary.
So it is our choice. We choose how long we shall live, where
we shall live, to whom we shall be born. The soul chooses
everything.
But what happens? After we are born, again this blessed
world takes hold of us. Again the desires start flourishing,
temptations start rising, and the course that has been charted
out is missed, and we are now going on the wrong track.
So the lesson of the life is not learned. Our living becomes
futile. In that sense, our dying was futile, because we
died only to live again. We died so that we could build
for ourselves a fresh opportunity to evolve. And that opportunity
we are destroying ourselves.
If we think of death in the right way, we should say to
ourselves, "We have wasted our life, let us not waste
our death." This should be our last thought you see.
Because what I could not achieve in life, I can surely achieve
in death again, if I know what I'm doing. Therefore at the
moment of death, it is necessary to be at least 'be conscious
of our purpose and die.'
To ensure that we have the right thought at the moment
of oblivion is all this problem that we are facing - Meditation,
Constant Remembrance, developing love for the Master. So
that if we have established it as a continuing truth in
our existence, it cannot depart from us at the moment of
death. We shall die with this thought, with this condition.
And therefore, there is no more question of being reborn
and of not being liberated. Hinduism says, even if you are
not able to do this, if at the end of your life, at that
moment you are able to think of God in His Absolute Form
which is formless, attributeless, nameless existence, then
too this is possible.
Death doesn't exist you see. If I take off my shirt and
put it in the wash basket it doesn't mean it is dead, not
does it mean that I am dead. Both are still there, the only
thing is they are not together. The shirt is somewhere,
I am still somewhere. What is there to worry about? What
is there to be afraid about?
As long as we are afraid to die, we will not be liberated,
but we will continue to be imprisoned within that cycle
of birth and death of which we are so afraid. That means
one who is afraid of death will have to die again and again
until he loses his fear of it.
Every Meditation is a training in dying. Because when you
go really deep into yourself, and you come out after it
and say, "I was absorbed. I don't know where I was.
I didn't even know whether I was sleeping or meditating,"
you have literally been not there. In a sense you were dead
to this existence. Therefore meditation is training in dying.
And if we have done it correctly, we should be masters of
death, masters of the act of dying; one who can die when
he wishes, one who can die when he chooses, coming back
again and again if he wishes, so that his death is not really
a death.
"THAT which never was, shall never be; THAT which
is today must have been and will ever exist," says
an ancient Upanishad. The soul is eternal. It is part of
the Divine Essence, the Ultimate, the Infinite, the Godhead.
God is not born, He does not die. Therefore, I am not born,
I cannot die. All that I see and experience of birth and
death are my problems imposed upon myself by my observing
people being born and people being dead. Therefore I think
I was born and I am going to die. The truth is that my body
came into existence and will cease to be. I am eternal.
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THE ONLY WAY OF OVERCOMING
DEATH IS
TO FALL AT HIS FEET AND SAY,
"MASTER , TAKE ME; BEFORE DEATH
TAKES ME,
YOU TAKE ME."
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