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"Spirituality is the science and the
art of remembrance."
The mind is the thing that troubles all of us, now going this
way and now that way, wandering where it will. But we should not
be sorry for this, because without this wandering of the mind
there would have been no evolution. It is the wandering mind that
makes evolution possible. So the mind must be there, but its working
must be regulated. But it must not be forced or blocked, as that
will not help us. Only, we must give the mind work, to keep it
occupied, so that it does not wander. And what is the best thing
the mind can be occupied with? It is the thought of the Divine.
When it constantly thinks of the Divine, then we have what in
our Sanstha we call Constant Remembrance.
WHAT IS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE?
Remembering is not thinking about. Unfortunately, there is this
confusion between remembering and thinking about a thing. They
are supposed to be synonymous, but they are not. I can think of
food without even being hungry, but when I am hungry my stomach
remembers my food. That is what hunger really is. I can think
of my wife, but do I remember my wife? I think of my Master, but
am I remembering Him? So you see, when there is too much talk
of Babuji, there is too little remembering of Babuji. Remembrance
is a silent activity. Something which goes on inside, which
is simmering inside like water simmering on the fire, and boils.
This creates longing, craving, and that gives us the motivating
force which becomes the gravity which will push me towards Him.
Apart from meditation, we need other processes like cleaning
and constant remembrance, to make it possible that meditation
succeeds, eventually, in our plunging into ourselves, and finding
out that my Self is much more immense than any cosmic universe,
or super-cosmic universe outside me. The cleaning removes what
I have created for myself as samskaras, which have been pushing
me and pulling me here and there, and makes me now do things by
myself. Constant remembrance is to keep the mind employed so
that it doesn't wander.
So constant remembrance is only a practice to keep Him whom I
remember, close to me! Close, in what sense? It is not physical,
It is not mental. It is not the memory of the person. It has to
be His Essence. Now, the Essence is what every time the Master
transmits to us. He transmits His Prana!
THE METHOD FOR CULTIVATING CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE:
Constant Remembrance of God is a special feature in spirituality.
The method for cultivating constant remembrance is to think with
firm conviction during your leisure hours whether in office or
at home, in the street or in the market that God is pervading
all over and everywhere and you are thinking of Him. Try to remain
in the same thought as long as you can.
We must remain in touch with the idea of God in all phases of
our mental and physical activities. We must feel ourselves connected
with the Supreme Power every moment with an unbroken chain of
thought during all our activities. It can be easily accomplished
if we treat all our actions and work to be a part of divine duty,
entrusted to us by the Great Master whom we are to serve as best
as we can.
The idea of Guru as the Supreme Divine force is very helpful
in spiritual pursuit. You depend upon his guidance thinking him
to be a superhuman being. If you go on with your busy routine
of life dedicating everything to your Master, imagine what good
will it bring to you in the long run. While doing a thing think
that you are not doing it for yourself but for your Master, rather
think that Master himself is doing it for himself. While at the
breakfast table, you must think that your Master is breaking his
fast. When you go to the office, think that your Master is doing
it all. While returning from the office, suppose you see an attractive
dance on the way. Your eyes are caught by the charming appearance
of the dancer. Then also think that your Master, and not you,
is seeing the dance. You will at once lose curiosity for it because
your Master's power will begin to flow in, to relieve you of the
temptation. When you come back from office, your children rejoice
to see you after so many hours. You too enjoy the merriment and
it is but natural. Your attention for a while is diverted towards
them, and you feel a bit away from the sacred thought. What you
are to do then is to think that your Master within is himself
enjoying and you shall be in touch with the same sacred thought
again. Even during your meditation, if you cultivate this feeling
and maintain the outlook that your Master is doing everything
in your place, you shall not only be in constant remembrance all
the while, but your actions will cause no impression whatsoever,
and so you will cease making further samskaras.
Who is it who is following me all my life? If I am afraid, I
think it is death. If I am a devotee, I think it is my Master.
Master said, "Think the Master is behind you in everything
that you are doing. On the stray occasions when you are afraid
- for instance, when you are going to a new place in the darkness
- think the Master is going in front of you." So, fear puts
the Master in front. Devotion put Him just behind. In both cases
he must be with us - in fear, during temptation, in confidence.
Without the Master we are nothing. Either He must be in front
of me, or He must be behind me. Preferably He should be all around
me, surrounding me like the praetorian guard around the emperor.
HOW CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE WILL GET ESTABLISHED?
We have meditation at the first step; through meditation we are
reminded of our goal, because we meditate on the divine light
in the heart. The more we meditate, the more the remembrance of
what my Master calls the Original Home is reinforced and the reinforcement
of that memory creates a longing in us to go back to that home.
So meditation essentially is a technique to create a remembrance
of what we come from, where we have descended from - our home,
our parents. So remembrance is the result of meditation.
Now this remembrance itself has to be reinforced in the sense
that from a spasmodic or an occasional remembrance of the home,
one must have it in a constant way present, ever present in one's
mind which becomes constant remembrance.
What is dedication? Dedication is the state in which our
commitment to an ideal becomes total. In the beginning a sense
of commitment is lacking. As we progress along the path, the sense
of involvement increases and becomes a commitment to the effort,
to the fulfillment of the purpose. We begin to remember the purpose
of this existence. We begin to remember Him more and more, and
as our commitment increases, or rather as it deepens, the remembrance
becomes more and more frequent, until it culminates in what our
Divine Master has called Constant Remembrance. It is thus seen
that dedication is reflected in constant remembrance. The greater
the degree of remembrance, the greater the degree of dedication
it reveals!
What do we work for? We work for those things that we love. We
work for our children, because we love them. Why do we love them?
Because they are ours. So we find that we love everything that
we feel to be ours. We work for those whom we love. Dedication
increases because our remembrance of those whom we love keeps
our nose to the grinding wheel, as the saying goes. The greater
the effort, the greater the success. I may say that constant
remembrance becomes possible only when we take the Master as our
very own, without any reservation, and love Him with all our heart
and soul. The way then becomes smooth and easy, and the Goal
is reached in the shortest possible time.
The correct way of meditation is to get into the condition which
our Divine Master grants us by the power of his transmission,
and try to prolong this "condition" and by thus slowly
prolonging it to ensure that the "condition" is maintained
throughout the 24 hours. At this stage constant remembrance may
be said to begin.
So, attach your mind, your thought, to that which is eternal
and unchanging, which is so captivating, so beautiful, so brilliant
- I mean it is an embodiment of every virtue, beauty, blessing
that you can think of - then your mind cannot stray from that
constant remembrance.
THE EFFICACY OF CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE:
The powers of the mind are to be harnessed in the effort to achieve
a state of permanent remembrance which is called constant remembrance
and then by remembering constantly we find miraculous development
springing in our hearts that we begin to love Him whom we remember.
Therefore constant remembrance is a potent, very exact and a very
miraculously effective technique of creating in our hearts, love
for Him whom we must love, if you are to achieve the spiritual
success, the spiritual goal that we are endeavouring to achieve
here. So this is the importance that the technique of constant
remembrance plays in our spiritual life, in our spiritual sadhana.
Without the riverbed there is no river. So the riverbed is nothing
but a channel on which the water can flow. Similarly we have the
constant remembrance embedded within our minds as a permanent
stream of consciousness flowing from Him to us or from us to Him,
over which the rest of our consciousness glides very smoothly,
very unobtrusively, without friction, thus ensuring a harmonious,
peaceful existence between ourselves and the rest of the universe.
So it forms the foundation of our existence. He becomes the goal.
We are eventually striving to become something like a sandwich,
where I am between my Master below me and my Master above me,
totally protected by Him as if a pearl is within the shell of
the oyster that is enclosing it.
Meditation is only a process. Constant remembrance is superior
to meditation. If one can be involved in constant remembrance,
then there is no need to meditate. Now, even constant remembrance
has a purpose - to create love for the Master. Once you love Him
so much that there is nothing else in the universe you can possibly
love, even constant remembrance becomes unnecessary, because now
love has taken its place. Then we obey Him, His principles, His
teachings - not because it is some imposition of the Lord or some
authority that He has established Himself to be, but because we
love Him. We wish to please Him with everything that we do. We
wish to become what He is, or what He wants us to become. Therefore
surrender comes naturally. From meditation, to constant remembrance,
to love, to surrender - these are the four stages of our evolution.
MANIFESTATION OF CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE :
When I first read "Truth Eternal" I was chagrined or
shocked to see how much Lalaji praised the state of ignorance!
But I have now understood what that ignorance refers to, because
very often I speak and I am ignorant of what I have spoken. So
it is not ignorance per se that they praised but ignorance
of what we do, what we say, what we speak, even the work that
we do. That is, it refers to a state of consciousness in which
we must be when we do all these things. Having done them, we are
not even aware of having done them, having spoken we are not aware
of what we have said, having eaten, we are not aware of what we
have eaten. It refers, in my understanding, to a state of absorbency
in the Master's memory or remembrance. So it is really a state
of constant remembrance in which we know nothing - having done
everything we know nothing. And that is perhaps a state in
which the 'kartrutva' as they say, or the doership disappears,
because that of which I am not aware of having done or said, I
cannot be held responsible for it. Responsibility attends on the
concept of doership.
You have to depersonalize. In your consciousness, you must be
nothing. This can happen in two ways: you think of everybody else
except yourself, that means the self-centeredness gone; or centre
the self in your Self, which is constant remembrance. So these
two ways you find in society: people like Mother Teresa, selfless
service, not thinking of herself, but thinking of the poor people
of Calcutta, the refugees, the lepers, helping them - in one way,
achieving this depersonalization. Whether it is spiritual or not
you must decide. The other is to centre the self in your Self.
In bringing the centre into yourself, you achieve the much more
magnificent possibility of now looking only inside, and yet looking
outside. Because as Babuji said, by loving Him who loves all,
you really love all, through Him. By looking towards Him, strengthening
His presence in myself, becoming more and more conscious of His
presence in me, until I am so identified with Him that I am no
more and He is all, now I can help the universe through only this
centre in myself - not self-centredness but the centre in me which
has grown to such immense proportions that the universe is embraced
by it. This is the spiritual possibility that is available to
all of us without exception.
BENEFITS OF BEING IN CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE:
Tendency relates to behaviour. Like we say, he has a tendency
to be upset. What creates the tendency is the grossness. A man
gets angry; he gets, let us say, an impression, a big impression.
This impression colours his next activity, and it comes again
without his knowing. The impression is made stronger. The third
time he erupts. That comes to the stage where you are what you
are, without your even knowing what you are. If you are in constant
remembrance, there is no problem.
The moment you are in constant remembrance, the tendency is gone.
The two cannot exist side by side. It is only when we slip out
of remembrance that this world grasps us. It is like a man, you
know, as long as he is in the train, he is not on the ground.
The moment he is on the ground, he is not in the train. He cannot
be in both. So slip out of remembrance, this world catches you.
Get into remembrance, this world loses its hold, absolutely! Clean
system and constant remembrance. If the two are there, instant
Saint!
When we remember the Master, we forget ourselves. We don't have
to make an effort to forget ourselves, you just remember him and
the whole problem is solved. We have all seen this with Babuji
hundreds of times. He used to suffer but he was not aware of it.
His body was suffering. Suddenly somebody would remind him, "How
is your stomach ache?" He would say, "Now you have reminded
me, I feel the pain." And his technique was the same, he
was in remembrance of Lalaji. So he had no problem, in the sense
that the problems did not affect him.
Now, we want to have no problems at all. This is not possible.
Because we have the samskaras of the past, some of them we have
to undergo even though 90%,98% is removed by cleaning. But by
teaching this technique of constant remembrance, He makes it possible
for us not to undergo the effect of the bhoga even. Then comes
the stage when we can suffer without suffering, enjoy without
enjoying, we are not conscious of these things.
So this is the secret of constant remembrance. It makes us forget
ourselves. When we forget ourselves, we forget our problems, our
pains, our sufferings. And at the same time, because of our remembering
him, love for him grows. Love becomes established and surrender
becomes possible. When surrender is established there is nothing
left to do. So remembering him gives us double benefit. Removes
our suffering and makes surrender possible.
As we develop, our inputs have to match our existing level of
subtlety. In thoughts, in words, and deeds. Our thoughts must
be so subtle, even what we take in through our senses must be
subtle - we should not hear nonsense; we should not read nonsense;
we should not see nonsensical things. So you see, there is the
need for total awareness - "What am I thinking now? Is it
right? Is it good for me? Am I thinking a thought, which would
perhaps convert my high spiritual state to a lower one, by transforming
me into another gross level? Let me beware of this." Saints
are not consciously thinking of anything, you see. This is the
greatest benefit of constant remembrance of Master. My mind cannot
think of anything else. If it cannot think of anything else, there
is nothing good or bad about it.
So you see, the sole and only totally effective practice to keep
us on the straight and narrow path without deviation, without
problems arising, without any embarrassing situation being created,
is constant remembrance. Because the mind is better occupied,
it cannot wander here and there. It is constant remembrance which
can prevent my grossness being acquired.
If you work for the Master 24 hours of the day, it becomes his
duty to look after you. Now, I cannot think of a better bargain
than this, you see. My stupid human brain, my weak human body,
my corrupt human heart, with these I work for Him and He looks
after me with His Divine Love, Divine Heart, Divine Protection.
Can you ever get a better offer anywhere? So this is the secret
of working for the Master.
One who aspires to reach the Goal must be vigilant lest his feet
stray off the path. How to be vigilant? Is it possible to be in
the permanent state of alertness? It is possible. It is constant
remembrance. One in remembrance of the Master keeps his mind
on Him and Him alone, and this automatically and effectively
prevents everything else from coming to the abhyasi's awareness.
This is the only sure way of avoiding all distractions and diversions,
and thus of keeping one's feet surely on the path of progress
following in the Divine footsteps of Great Master.
What you have done in the past, you cannot change, absolutely.
It is finished. But I have a right to change my life in such a
way that the past has no effect upon me - through cleaning, through
meditation. Cleaning gets rid of the past, meditation creates
the future, remembrance now prevents me from indulging myself
in my fancies. In His remembrance what I do is always right.
The lover sees only the beloved, the Master; listens only to
the Master; reads only what the Master writes; follows only the
Master. So when you are in constant remembrance, you are only
with the beloved, and nobody else. Not even in your thought, because
all mischief begins with the thought. So, when the thought is
regulated and directed towards the beloved, it is like floating
on the river - no right, no left. I am following Him whom I love.
He cannot mislead me, because His interest is in me, in my growth,
and in my evolution.
If Babuji could work with absolute mastery, it was because he
worked in the memory of his Master, with total faith and dedication.
If I am ever able to duplicate his faith in and his devotion to
his Master, then my work will also be as masterly. So what we
do and how masterly it is depends on our devotion to the Master
and our remembrance of the Master.
There is a gradation from the Vedic to the Gita, to the
Master's teachings. The Vedic is purely mechanical and
seems to recommend faithless individual human effort. The Gita
says, "Work as a human being, forget the result." My
Master says, "You have to work, but forget you are a human
being; think of the Master and then He begins to work through
you; forget you are a human being, work in His remembrance, then
the miracle happens that His power works through you."
THE PURPOSE OF CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE:
One who cannot accept oneself, how do we expect the Master to
accept him? Here lies the greatest generosity of Divinity, that
it says, "Forget what you are! Remember Me! This is
the only trick that I have to teach you. In remembering Me, you
forget yourself; in remembering Me, you see all that I am and
forget all that you are; in remembering Me you know what you have
to become and forget what you have become; in remembering Me you
see the glory of the universe, the ultimate or the supremacy of
the Being itself which you can become, because I am here to show
you that you can become THIS."
So the more we remember Him, the more we forget ourselves, the
more His thoughts come into us, the more His way of communication
comes into us, our thoughts become purer and purer and more divine;
our way of communication becomes more and more silent. Ultimately,
we reach that stage where there is no more speech, it's all silence.
Now many people have thought, many of our abhyasis have thought
that constant remembrance is a goal itself. This is a mistake
because like meditation is a process leading to remembrance, we
have to cultivate constant remembrance as a technique, as a practice,
to achieve a result in itself. And my Master put this very beautifully
when He said, "We remember that which we love, now when
you want to love something remember it." So it is a question
of reversing the equation; it is a reversible equation. For instance
we love a child which is newly born in the family. I love it because
it is mine. I love my wife because she is mine. So love comes
when there is the mineness associated with that, which we are
loving. Now we have to love the Master. How to learn to love the
Master? My Master says, "Well! remember Him. Remember Him
constantly." So Constant Remembrance is a technique of developing
within oneself the love for that which one is remembering. And
only through constant remembrance does love develop, and it is
love which finally propels you towards the beloved.
"Constant remembrance is better than
constant presence with Him."
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