4. Utilizing Time In A Better Way
What has to be done today, must be done today, NOW
- performing the duty of the moment at that moment itself,
and fulfilling the responsibility to that moment - it is not
to society, it is not to people, it is to TIME itself we are
fulfilling a responsibility. Time tells, "My dear friend,
I am here. I am passing." Have you answered this appeal?
Forget God, forget society, forget friends. It is when the
rain rains, the farmer must be ready with his field tilled,
ready to sow the seed, ready to do the harvest. Otherwise
he has to wait for the next rains. It may not come. Every
farmer knows this, that he must be fully prepared.
"Time and tide wait for no man." And we also
know ourselves the value of time. Those of us who wish to
make money, say "I have no time, Sir, I have an appointment
here. I have to go to the bank. I have to file the income-tax
returns." They are rushing. 'Rushing' means, in one
way, trying to overcome the speed of time itself, by
making more use of that time, than time would normally
allow us. And, we have this experience in meditation, that
either time is shortened, when we have a one hour sitting
and it looks like five minutes; or we have the elongation
of time, when we have meditated five minutes and it looks
like one hour. So, this is an indication that if man would
but make the requisite effort, time can be lengthened or
shortened. It is not just a mere matter of a subjective
experience, or a subjective consciousness, that we feel
time is lengthened or shortened.
It is my personal experience that time can be expanded
in such a way that you can put eternity into one moment
of time. Otherwise it is meaningless. If time is going to
be like a foot-rule, the 'twelve inches' always a 'twelve
inches,' what is the fun in trying to do more in less time?
For one who works, time seems to be more than time itself.
Like for one who wants to love or to be loved, love itself
makes the way open for further love. It is the thing in
which you participate, that enables you to participate in
that thing itself. In some way, we have to make use of time
to overcome time. And that is what we are doing in our spiritual
sadhana.
What is wisdom? Live as if you are going to die the next
moment. Not next day, not next year, the next moment. This
is how we should conduct our lives - that the next moment
I may not be here, so let me do this moment, everything
I can possibly do, to ensure my future life. So that is
the sense of urgency that must pervade our existence.
So we should not play the fool with time, but utilise time
in such a way that we need less and less time for ourselves
so that at the end of this process you feel you don't need
any time at all. I think liberation means, in this sense
liberation from time.
So, the message of the Master is very clear and very conclusive:
Do today what must be done today, what has to be done today;
and tomorrow will take care of itself. If you want to eat
20 years hence, an apple grown in your own garden, today
you must plant the tree or the seedling. The more you postpone,
the more you are going to postpone the result. Can you plant
the seed 20 years after and hope to eat the apple on the
same day? So the seeds of the future are sown in the
present. And that is a daily affair. Tomorrow's business
we do today. If today's job is done well, tomorrow's job
is assured of success. What we do today is a foundation
which is to be laid for tomorrow's edifice.
So in Sahaj Marg we have no possibility of deferring our
action and saying, "well, I should do this 3 years
hence, and then reap its benefits" - because in those
3 years we may accumulate so much more grossness, that we
are unable to do anything after 3 years. We may become suddenly
old, we may become suddenly unable to even sit down for
meditation. That is why Master has said it is wise to begin
meditation when you are still physically capable, mentally
capable.
If you are not willing to commit yourselves, the Master
is not going to commit Himself to us; because as Babuji
has said, very clearly, that one who commits himself
to the sadhana, to him the Master has to commit; to his
progress the Master is committed, to his welfare the Master
is committed. But if we just come and register our presence,
I do not think that the Master has any commitment to us,
in the way that He is bound to lift us up to this highest
goal of human evolution. So we can commit the Master to
our progress, to our welfare, to our spiritual evolution,
only by our committing ourselves to His teachings.
We are familiar with the inexplicable fact that there are often abhyasis
who appear to be very devoted and carryout the prescribed spiritual discipline
with enviable thoroughness. But these very persons appear to stagnate. Why?
An answer would be that they have confused the means with the end. To them
the sadhana has itself
become the goal, and they have verily missed the wood for the trees! This
points to the fact that meditation can become "mechanical" and
therefore static - a danger to be carefully avoided. Under the Sahaj
Marg system of meditation the abhyasis
are taught to avoid this pitfall. In our meditation we are required to keep
the goal constantly before us. The firm idea that we are moving towards
the goal is a very necessary one. It is this that makes our sadhana
a dynamic process.
This brings awakening in the disciple himself because we
have seen that the mental attitude of the disciple in undergoing
the prescribed sadhana is more important than the sadhana
itself. In fact, according to our Master a stage is reached
when sadhana falls off, and that which can fall off is only
a thrashed material. So the top priority is given to the
mental aspect of an abhyasi's life rather than to the physical
practices to be followed.
I believe that sadhana must be something which becomes
germane to my inner existence. It is eternal. It goes on
with me all my time, like breathing. I am not conscious
of it but I am breathing all the time. So the perfect abhyasi
is one who does not know he is an abhyasi. His abhyas is
going on but he does not think of it as abhyas. He has a
man whom he loves very much, totally perhaps, with whom
he is totally identified, who is his goal, but he does not
think he is my Master, or my father, or my son. He is
and I am, and the two of us are journeying together,
holding our hands.
So let us be sensible in our approach to the Master, let
us be serious in our approach to the practice, let us be
steadfast in our adherence to the goal, and let us feel
totally dedicated to achieving that goal, realising that
every second of our existence is precious.
So make up your minds that the day shall not break without
my meditating, the sun shall not set without my cleaning
and I shall not go to bed without my prayer-meditation.
The rest will take care of itself.
So essentially, this is a spiritual adventure you see.
We have to do our part. He does His part. As Babuji said,
"If you take one step towards Him, He shall not fail
in taking one step towards you." What is the difference?
My one step is twelve or fourteen inches. His step is from
there to here. But to make Him take that one step,
we have to take this one step.
I pray that all of you will find the need for practice
of paramount importance; and assiduously apply yourself
to it, so that you are not lacking. Then it becomes His
responsibility. We must be able to face Divinity and say,
"My Master! My God! I have done what you have asked
me to do; if I have achieved or not achieved, it is your
problem."
"What I am doing for you is my duty,
what you are not doing for me is your duty."
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