Freedom From Freedom
Freedom is not something to be enjoyed, but something
to be used. I think it is a tragedy of human understanding
that freedom is to be enjoyed. I don't know how this stupid
idea of freedom ever came into the human mind, because it
is the most destructive thought that ever arose in the human
mentality. And if you see the drunkards, drug addicts, rapists
all around you, it is because of this misuse of the idea of
freedom, leading to the misuse of the act of freedom itself.
And what are the consequences of such misuse of our freedom?
Loss of freedom. Because even a hospital means loss of freedom.
We may not be behind bars; though psychopaths, schizophrenics,
they may also find themselves behind bars, and imagine it
is not a jail. But the worst prisons are the prisons of
our conscience.
All this was created by a false understanding of freedom.
I don't think any rational person could possibly controvert
this idea. This is what my Master taught. That is, don't
have wrong ideas of freedom. Freedom is given to you to
achieve yet greater levels of freedom by the right use of
freedom.
Really speaking the only freedom is the freedom to do
the right. There is no other freedom. A motor car on
the street has freedom but only to go where it is permitted.
It may not enter a one-way street from the wrong end; it
may not exceed speed limits specified; it may park only
in areas specifically set aside for this purpose, and so
on. Within the framework of these regulations the driver
enjoys complete freedom. Why are these rules, restrictive
rules, made? They are for the safety of the driver himself.
If there was only one car in a city, the rules need not
be so rigid. When there are more, then laws get progressively
more in number and more and more restrictive too. While
on its rails a train is free. If it leaves the rails there
is disaster.
It seems clear that at lower levels of activity, the apparent freedom of
the individual is greater, while the activity itself seems to need a lesser
degree of ability for its performance. As the plane of activity rises, the
ability needed for its right performance is more and more, while individual
freedom appears to become less and less, and simultaneously the need for
stricter obedience increases stage by stage. At the highest levels, the
individual's freedom seems to be virtually nonexistent, to have vanished!
To consider this a little further, suppose a person wishes
to tell a lie, say about his age. He has considerable freedom
in choosing a figure to mention as his age, but to tell
the truth there is no freedom whatsoever since the correct
figure can be one and one only.
Thus, an orderly existence means discipline. Driving on
the right, giving way to traffic, obeying the red lights,
in short, a sacrifice of a certain degree of personal freedom
to achieve a general order, as a universal measure, for
general and universal welfare. And the more the well-being
or the greater the degree of well-being that we desire,
the greater the sacrifice of personal freedom.
If you extend this line of thinking sufficiently, it follows
that one who has totally given up his personal freedom,
contributes the most to general welfare; and that is the
state of the saint or the Master. Because in the existence
of a person like our Master, you find the example of a life
sacrificed for the general human welfare by handing over
all his personal freedom to his Master: freedom of choice,
freedom of action, freedom of thought, everything. And this
we call surrender. So it is like a big spectrum, you see,
on one side we have total individual freedom with no
welfare, and on the other side we have no individual freedom,
but total welfare, and in between, we have a mixture
of various degrees of this and that.
In examining this idea of freedom we have been led to the conclusion that
what we have thought of as loss of freedom is really nothing but a state
of surrender to the Master's will. We have not lost freedom in the sense
that we have been deprived of it. We have voluntarily, wholeheartedly and
devotedly surrendered it to the Master of our Soul. To those who are fortunate
enough to arrive at this stage, the Master is no longer a guide for spirituality
alone. He has now become the Master of one's life in all its aspects of
existence. He becomes the father, the mother, the son, the teacher, the
doctor, in fact there is no role that He does not play in the abhyasi's
life! He has taken total charge of the abhyasi.
So we see that only our surrendering to him can bring about a state where
He can take total charge of us!
Analysing this further we find, surprisingly, that a great
and unimaginable freedom is now conferred on the abhyasi.
It is the freedom from the freedom itself. It is the freedom
of invulnerability. We may even say that it is the freedom
of invincibility. We are no longer answerable for our actions.
We merely obey. The person who issues the orders, the Master,
assumes complete responsibility for everything we do. We
are no longer vulnerable to the world. Therefore a great
calm, a great freedom comes to us. Out of an apparent loss
of a previous freedom - largely illusory as we have seen
- we now receive as a Divine gift, the true freedom of a
spiritual state, a real freedom which some saints have called
the "Great Liberation."
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